JAMIE PROPOSED!

Wow Marriage.  I am pretty amazed at how it feels when the one you love also loves you and shows it.  I am pretty amazed at how it feels different to step toward marriage rather than to live together.  I am pretty amazed that I feel like a completely different person with a completely different outlook right now.  All  because of a ring on my finger.

So what makes engagement so special? 
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Hmmm.....

Thinking....

Not really coming up with anything here.  I just know that discussions which once fell short of making me happy, seem to be tackled much easier.  Important decisions are finally being given the gravity and importance they deserved.  Maybe we just weren't ready then but we are now?  And being ready is the first step toward feeling at peace.

Nothing can come between me and him now.  We have allowed the kharma (that needed it's justice) to pass...whomever or whenever it was that needed the repayment...Jamie and me have paid the dues.

We have not set the date but we are working on the when's and hows...

Be happy for us and Share some love today!

Lilac

Still in Shock, after all these years

Interesting day I am having. 
I felt so sick this morning. 
The truth is...after having about 8 hours to digest where my "pain" has been coming from, I realize that a series of events have brought me to my current place of pain.  But as is true with all things, the past does repeat itself and there is really nothing new under the sun. 

I actually truly believe that time is linear, time is an illusion...all that stuff that Einstein talked about.  Basically, that we experience everything at the same time, all at once.  So when people say cliché things like "Forget the past", and "The past is behind you", I actually don't subscribe to that way of thinking.  In reality we magnetize experiences to us, so unless we can truly, deeply and honestly convince our MINDS to believe that something happened and now it will not happen again, then we will likely experience it again...and again...and again...

LESSONS
All of these situations are lessons to teach us to be brave and fight on.  INDIGO people...born round the time I was born, were brought to earth to rebel from the common threads of life.  In doing so we commonly experience that "outsider" feeling...that depression.  The Lifesyles and Circumstances that would make other people very pleased and very happy, do not appeal to me on a deep level.  I mean...yes, I want some things...and I like material stuff...but it's more than that. I believe Robin Williams was Indigo.

TRAUMA
Lessons are learned through a series of situations...traumas...turmoil...loss.  Lessons always come with a price.  But they are needed for soul growth. 
Today I woke up unable to feel well.  I won't get into the symptoms.  Let's just say my body was riddled with them- everything from aches and pains to headache and eye tension to nausea, vomiting and more unpleasantries of the gastric nature. 

REALIZATION
Then about an hour ago I remembered a conversation that took place in the last 24 hours.  It was something that had upset me but I decided to 'STUFF" it waaaaaaaaay down.  But when it creeped up into my current thoughts a short time ago, I did a quick Medical Search under my Tufts Medical Page list of medical illnesses.  I researched "Depression".  I know I am depressed...I have been diagnosed and started a course of treatment.  Deep down I am AGAINST medicines so I conveniently let the prescription lapse and have not had a medical plan to see the Counselor.  I am like an alcoholic who has fallen off the wagon, so to speak.  I am a Depressed person who has stopped treating the depression.

CHANGES
So many changes lately...have shaken my core.  I feel insecure and still moving forward but just barely.  So many changes making me feel weakened, and disempowered.  I am truly feeling tired, drained and exhausted.  But today I was physically sick.  So I knew something else had happened.  It was more than the constant fights with my teen daughter.  It was more than the changes in my new home environment.  It was more than adapting to new Job pressures.  No...it was something else.

TRIGGERS
If you have never heard of a "trigger"...well, first of all I would be very surprised!  But secondly, you may not be sure what exactly a trigger is or how it works.  I like to think of trigger as that flick of the finger against a chain of stacked Dominos.  Once you knock the first stone into the second stone, it begins to rapidly affect the others until, in a matter of seconds, all are fallen from their upright place.  I say it like this because there is something about that "reaction" which is so instantaneous and so crippling that it wipes out everything in it's path.  Apply the concept now to an emotional experience. The trigger in my case was a word.  The word was followed by an explanation of it's meaning.  In a moment I had made a deep emotional connection with this word and how it had affected me 16 years ago...10 years ago...7 years ago....4 years ago...3 years ago...etc, etc.  I saw many moments flash before my eyes.  I hid my sad feeling.  I hid it fast.  But it did not stay down for long.

AWAKENING
Awakening is a spiritual concept that describes a point where the Spirit comes alive to new understandings or beliefs.  I have had a few awakenings in my 40 years.  But this morning I awoke feeling awful.  I slept poorly.  I had awaken in the middle of the night and snacked...a habit I had broken many, many years ago and here I was poking around my kitchen at 2am.  I overslept through the alarm.  I felt groggy and moody and sad.  Then came some more intense physical symptoms that rendered me unable to get dressed because I had to deal with the disruptive symptoms.  Then the inevitable dragging myself to my job because I had no choice but to go.  So how was this a spiritual awakening?  8 hours later...I understood what had just happened to me.  I LITERALLY had a PTSD experience. PTSD is a condition most commonly associated with Post War Vets who cannot forget the terrible things they experienced while oversees.  But sometimes, those of us who have never been to war in another country, have PTSD too.  We have it because the war was on the homefront...literally.  I am referring to Intimate Violence, Family Violence, Child Abuse, Domestic Abuse, neglect.  It saddens me to say....this is me.  This is what I have been through and these are the wounds.  These are the re-awakening moments.

MOVING ON
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is the most logical way to improve if you suffer with this as I do.  I have not seen my Counselor in a while, but now I see how that was a mistake.  Unless I can discuss these situations as they come up, I am left struggling my way through them and attempting to TRY and behave differently than I did in the past.  But PROGRAMMING is the great tool of the CONTROLLERS.  What and who controls?  Lots of things.  It could be a church(Cult).  It could be Parents or a spouse or even the kids!  In my case...each one that I mentioned have played a role in contributing to my PTSD and Depression.  But realizing it, recognizing it, identifying it and calling it out by it's name...Well THAT is taking back the power.

NOW
So now...living in the now moment...I can actually breathe for the first time without struggling today.  How POWERFUL is our mind!  How powerful?  We MANIFEST all the time.  That starts with the thoughts...which become the things...which make up our lives.  Think Well.

AngelMarie

Still trying to Create the Romance

Happy February 10th!  I am excited to be back to blogging again.  Some time and space opened up for me and I grabbed it.  Let me tell you a bit of how my past year has been...say 2014ish?  Most of us probably had a similar experience with the year 2014.  Basically it sucked...and we are now trying to dig ourselves out of mounds of snow so we might have a closer look at 2015.  Am I right?

During the past 12 months, leading up to present time, I have worked for three different companies, traveled the East Coast for work and also for fun, and came very close to an actual marriage proposal!  Yay me!  Sorry...didn't actually happen. I also approached two different men to see if they were my Bio Dad.  Struck out there too.  I auditioned for a fabulous Choir....didn't make it!  Got fire for the first time ever!  Started a Business with a friend 3 states away.  Learned how to give Angel Readings.  Heard from my deceased brother through a medium.  Helped my kids get to the next year of school...saw the oldest start Jr. High and go to first school dance (gulp)!  Broke up with boyfriend, nearly moved home to Mom's...but didn't.  Stayed with boyfriend, helping him select engagement ring and got hopes up that we would FINALLY say I DO...and, you guessed it...that didn't happen.  I saw boyfriend struggle through a major bout of serious illness and helped him through it.  That is tough!  Then, recently I told the universe I wanted a Mentor, not a job...and the Universe gave me Linda.

That about sums up the year.

So January 2015, I started with a bang and invested in my Psychic abilities by getting trained in Angel Card Reading.  I was already doing it, but this gave me new ways and it was amazing!  I began to take my skills and interests in my "magic" hobby, more seriously.  I got my children their own decks and learned how to protect myself.  In 2014, I lost many "friends", and I gained many more.  I feel I have come to understand how important it is to truly LOVE ONESELF and take our self seriously but take our ego lightly.  It's a very thin line that divides the soul and the ego.  But our idea of our "Self" is usually connected to the Ego more than the Spirit or Soul.  The Soul is definitely an expression of self, but only when we allow that part of us that is seeking for the Highest good of all to emerge.

TRUE LOVE.  I started writing about LOVE, Twin Flames and True Love in January 2012.  At that time, I had become Divinely Inspired to write about it and teach about it.  Now it is three full years later, and I am finally back writing new Entries in this Blog.  This all started at the emergence of my Twin Flame Journey.  And that journey would probably never have happened had I not read the book, The Secret.  And I probably would not have read the book if I were not driven by a deep inner search for understanding and connection to something bigger than what we experience with the 5 senses.  True love should increase our curiosity, decrease our unhappiness and heighten our awareness.  True Love (romantic love), should usher in the hope of fresh starts and then as that start moves into new stages and phases, each one should draw us closer to the Heart Center and to our Divine Lover.

Even people with NO LOVE INTEREST, no lover...can find this and then magnetize to themselves their One True Twin or Soul Mate.  Some people may not believe these type of bonds exist.  For those of us who do, we realize how magical it can be when we see the embodiment of our soul's desires in the form of another person and we can have a human experience of joy and pleasure with them.  It is so rare these days for Soul Mates and Twin Flames to be able to come together. Those of us who find them must believe we are worthy and that we were meant for happiness and Love.

2015 is fast shaping up to be a dynamic year for Lovers.  I am enjoying the feelings of Love from the people around me and enjoying the people I keep meeting who are so in love with one another.  More importantly, the Love we express toward our neighbors, strangers, and our fellow man in general is a priceless gift.  Love is FREE...so GIVE GENEROUSLY.

Lilac

True Love is always there

So many years ago that I can barely remember now how many, I stumbled across a bit of archaic literature in a library.  Decades later (literally), I would recall that it was Plato and the book I was reading was about Plato's Theory on love and the concept of the Split-Aparts.  I was in high school then...about 14 or 15 years old I suppose.  I had a boyfriend.  He was the first boyfriend I had...or would have had...or whatever you say in these tenses.  I loved him...or I think I loved him.  It is funny because looking back on these things I just see the end of the relationship, and I cannot understand what I was so drawn to with him.  It's difficult with first love...teen love.  When we are still not sure who we are and what we think.  How can it be possible to decide who we love?  We don't even love ourselves at that age.

Going back further to being aged 10 or thereabouts, I have deeper, wiser, fonder memories of love. In this point of time, it was imaginary love.  THAT is the really good kind...where you fantasize about what you want.  Back then I spend a lot of time "in my own head".  I find myself doing that now that I am older too.  Particularly over the last few years and more recently, last few months.  I feel happier when I am "imagining" what I love, instead of out trying to find it in another person.  In these instances, love is timeless and perfect and meets all of my needs.  In this vision...this reality I create in my mind, I am not being selfish when I ask and receive what I need.  It's completely reasonable for me to have what I desire.

The idea of Split Apart Souls, which is essentially what Plato was theorizing, are points within his overall theory of love.  I happen to be In-Love with the idea of Love and all the possibilities that Love brings.  I find Romance to be the main wish I have.  I have always wanted a romance...someone to sweep me off my feet and take me places.  I would make him happy just by being there and he would make me happy by desiring me.  I suppose there is more to it than that.  I also need to feel powerful, independent and supported but not held down.  And my partner needs to know they are valued, respected and wanted.  I just wonder, if romance can be a part of what we commonly accept as Love.  In society, we go from romance to love to marriage...or at lease we did for the better part of the last century.  It seems that now we go from like to hooking up to getting left.  I don't see a lot of happy outcomes lately.

Even without many happy outcomes, I still believe in the Perfect Romance of Two Lovers in Love.  I see it in the moments and glimpses I am afforded...when I meet a couple and give them a tour of a townhouse.  I see them walking hand in hand innocently and think back to the many times when I was in that love-bubble with a boyfriend.  It's so hard to get older and lose hopeful feelings about love.  It is at this stage of life that I have learned to turn to the many other places where love can be found, where love MUST be found.  There we can drink form the well and fill ourselves so the love levels are high!  These places are with our Aging loved ones or our pets...or our children.  Occasionally we are inspired by acts of love and generosity we see outside in the world.  We need to see it more and it needs to happen more!  Love for our fellow man fills us.

So you see, I have come to understand that LOVE and ROMANCE are not the same things and they do not spring from the same well. Romance is an experience of love with a special person.  But Love is everywhere and in everything...but most importantly inside of each of us.  When we learn to harness it, use it, share it, feel it, appreciate it...we can continuously experience it...and without lack!  Now romance is another story...perhaps stories are good.

For example, I never hear stories about romance.  Do you?  No one ever tells me any.  Sometimes we joke about it as if it is unimportant to be romanced. I have always thought that was a pity.  I always want to be romanced.  Romance is a state of mind!  It takes work and practice to become effective at romance.  I am searching for a life of romance.  Love is amazing...and it is true.  But I hope for more.

Lilac

Starting over (at the root of Love)

Good Morning Bloggers!


Isn't today a wonderful day to start over?
I bet everyone who reads this can think of an area of life where they could really use a "do over".  Some of us have started a diet or weight loss endeavor for the new year and need to start over.  That is pretty common.  But what about in our professional or personal lives?  What areas are you in need of either a complete overhaul or a little bit of tweaking?  In some cases, we need an intervention- like a spiritual one!


Well my blog is always about Love...the great force.  The reason we are all here...our Divine Purpose.  I knew a long time ago that I was looking for a Life Partner (husband).  I knew this person would have a Divine calling (like me) and I knew that the moment I met him, something inside would tell me that he was the one.  I have a had a few "he's the one" experiences.  The beauty of these is that I learned.  I experienced life, I grew...I matured...I bounced back when it did not work.  It's easy to do that when you have support.  So the first thing you want to know about the magic of LOVE (real Love)...is make sure you go out and share your love with everyone because when you do, that Divine Partner will be drawn to you like a magnet.


I guess I am a little bit more traditional about some things then I really knew.  It's ok if we are still getting to know ourselves...even at age 39.


I am traditional.  I believe in marriage.  I believe in a healthy and stable family structure and social structure.  I believe in people creating community and being part of a circle of friends.  I finally feel I have a really stable friendship circle.  It is helping me to thrive.  I am thankful everyday for this and for the friend who brought it to me and helped me grow it.  She and I both value these relationships, but she taught me it was ok to trust boys and let them in. I showed her that women can be like boys...they can be trusted friends.  So now we are like the Brady Bunch, a blended amalgam of characters.


My friend, we will call her Anne Shirley.  Anne and I are helping people in our own unique way and those people help other people.  This what we envisioned so many years ago when we began to reach out and offer love and help.  I think we were both very surprised when help, and other people...reached back!  We were like, wow~people care!
More women and men joined our circle and now we are blessed.


Partners
Partners are everywhere.  The word has many suggestions.  Is this a business partner?  A work partner?  A gym or exercise Partner? A same-sex partner?  A lover partner?  We do have many.  I have been searching for my Divine Partner.  I thought I had fond the one and so I moved forward to create a life with them.  Here is my story, so you can know...and this is very abbreviated:


I changed my life so I could live with him and work toward marriage.  I expected engagement within the year, a wedding by the end of the year and a baby on the way shortly after.  I am almost 40, so no time to lose here.  When it's the one, it's right...so move on it.  It wasn't right.  How did I know?  Simple- Discovery.  I lived it.  It felt "off"...I kept going...a year passed...more than a year passed....it was still "off".  My beloved seemed to be slowing down, holding back, apprehensive, lost excitement toward what we were growing, he complained a lot that I needed to fix certain aspects of my inner self before we could get to engagement, marriage and a future.  Events have a way of waking people.  I stopped and thought, "ok, hold on here.  The reason I came to live with this man is only because I saw him as THE one...no doubt at all.  We were destined for this".... and now, he is saying he is not sure about me.


There are two sides to things...it was not just him.  One my side of things, there was a feeling of being disconnected all the time.  I always felt disconnected from him, disconnected from the home we were living in and the pets we called "ours" and the bank acct "we" shared.  Little problems would arise and we seemed to not have the tools to manage to work through it.  It seemed like everyday was a battle to do simple things and so the bigger goals were not even a possibility.  If getting through the day was hard, there is no time or energy to move toward bigger goals.


These are what I like to refer to as "signs".  I am a big believer in signs and signals and messages on the spirit level.  I am a Sensitive (a sensi, my friend Steve calls it).  I am a special person with gifts that tap into the spirit world and then I attempt to help people make connections between what they are experiencing in life and what is on the "other side" so to speak.  So when these situations began happening, I began to hide from myself and my circle of friends.  as a Leo I cannot handle that I have made a wrong choice.  Admitting failure?  No way.


There is a light at the end of that sad story trip we went on there...Love cannot be hidden.  It shines like the brightest light in the Existence.  It will not be held back from sight.  People have always told me that I wear my heart on my sleeve.  My LOVE is out there...always present and visible.  People see it and feel it.  My love is for everyone, but especially bright for my Divine Partner.  I like that I have spontaneously changed terminology here.  I have always referred to him as my Twin Flame (TF).  Suddenly, in this blog I have begun using the term Divine Partner (DP).  I like it. 


The only thing to do is start over.  Create a new space for Love and believe it is there.  For example, I spent many nights at home, feeling sad and disconnected from everyone becase I didn't want my friends to see I was failing at my Love relationship.  So I turned down every offer to go out, every engagement.  Things would come up and I would sometimes go, sometimes not...depended on where me and my Boyfriend were at.  The relationship had become like the typical worldly kind and not at all like a Spiritual relationship where the two people were going to inspire others to have that same kind of great love!  We didn't have a great love.  We were fighting all the time and I was withdrawing. 


I finally accepted a friend's invitation to go to a hockey game.  I remember it being hard to push myself to go, preferring to stay home and pine away watching Twilight.  It seemed that from the moment I made a proactive decision, miracles started happening.  that night another girl friend of mine also last minte decided to attend.  We spent the evening bonding and laughing and we all had so mch fn.  Having been accepted into a new little social circle, my invitations to more things happened and these events ended up being a blast!  I began to feel better.  New friends began to check on me too and make sre I was taking better care of myself, becase I had not been.  Soon, when a crisis happened, a had help. 


It's very amazing how new friends can feel like old friends who have known yo forever.  I am going to observe that maybe we have traveled together in some way in a past life?  maybe we came here for a Divine calling?  Maybe we are together for a reason?  11:11
I am starting over at the root of Love....and this root is healthy.


Love everyone and Be Blessed,


Lilac

I am not all THAT different

Good morning Bloggers!


I hope everyone is "waking up" this morning, because that would be amazing!


I started my day with fresh eyes and a new a heart.  By the way, my chicken wrap was delicious yesterday and stopping by Subway allowed me to meet and affect another nice girl, a nice soul.  I hope she remembers my advice to seek the spiritual guidance she was thinking of seeking.


That is the best advice anyone can give or take.


Being different is a gift.


There is more than one way to differentiate yourself and that is not what I mean by being different anyway.  What I mean is not mainstream...like most humans are.  I read this wonderful quote posted on facebook a few weeks ago.  It was Zig Ziglar's page and it basically said something along the lines of ,


 "the world doesn't need more successful people.  There are lots of those.  What the world needs is people who are kind and compassionate and willing to love others and help people along their path". 


That is major paraphrasing, but hey- I have a knack with words so it should work.  That phrase made a huge impact on me.  It was like the words themselves acted like a mental chiropractor for me and just instantly adjusted what was misaligned in my brain or my heart.


Let's face it, we all desire success.  But the differences appear not in the attainment of the success, but in the HOW we get there part.  I ma a professional.  I work in a very demanding industry overpowered by results.  I have never ever been results-oriented so right there I am feeling the pressure.  But I decided that no matter the result, I will still proclaim my goals, work hard and learn, and pursue the goal using the methods that underscore the belief system upon which I live my life.  That belief system is summed up well in the above phrase.


I happen to believe that I am here to teach the world about LOVE.  One way that I can and do, and that I share it...is by writing.  I write this blog.


So love each other.  Go out there today and think about what you have to offer and then share it.


Love one another and Be Blessed,


Lilac

Eclipse and Saga

Hi bloggers!


I am not sure if I have exhausted all I would like to say about Eclipses.  The idea of a saga or drama, comes from a conversation with my child from earlier today.


She said that she wants a life without all the 'drama'.  It kind of made me laugh because as a 12 year old girl, she is always embedded in drama.  For her to say this was confusing for me at first.  I understand people wanting some peace and no drama...no saga....no series of unpredictable eruptions by trusted adults or good friends. I told her at that moment about how she is always the one bound by the latest drama.  She could not deny it so she simply said nothing.  I mean everyday to a 12 year old girl is sort of a drama.


Anyway, I cannot say she is not also correct in pointing out that problems at home, that she sees between the trusted adults in her life, are not contributing to her stress.  We DO and we are contributing to that.  It's very difficult to LOVE your children the right way when you are not experiencing a healthy loving adult relationship and they are seeing that.  It's kind of like being on stage doing a performance for an audience.  But instead of having practiced ahead of time (out of sight of the audience, who would have no way of knowing that you were incompetent at doing something until it was rehearsed a thousand times), you must improv it all.  That is kind of what parenting is like.  So a little preparation for the role goes a long way.


I wasn't sure what this blog would be about exactly...I often improvise my writing.  Actually, I ALWAYS improvise my writing and I publish immediately, most times without so much as a spell check.  I do that because I like to capture the authentic thoughts-good, bad or otherwise.  I feel they show the truth about a person.  My conversation with Annika was also spontaneous and born from frustration and anger and a temper tantrum and a fight!  She was fighting with her brother and I was trying to have a very brief conversation with my mother.  I had to hang up with my mother, noting that my children were demanding my attention to the point of being disruptive of a conversation I was attempting to have.  She was laughing (which I did not appreciate)...she said she knew how it felt because she had four kids once.  I guess I needed to chuckle a bit.  It's surreal to whine at your mother because your kids are driving you crazy.  It's funny because life is circular.  One day Annika may call me and have the same experience!  Although she claims she will not be having children, so who knows!


Anyway, this is my Love Blog,  and who do I love the way I love my children, right?  So let's talk about that.  So Annika was completely a mess.  Now at this point, my mother was telling me something that actually connected to Annika and her (Annika's) feelings about her school and the future of what school she would be attending.  So the more ironic part was that I was talking with my own Mom about Annika and trying to gain understanding of what might have been said that was now contributing to her feelings that were then presenting themselves.  Anyway...that might not have made sense to some of you.  That makes me laugh.


Ok, so let's try and make sense so that people will read my blogs, shall we?


I talked with Annika for 2 hours.  It started with me being on the phone for like 10 minutes with my own mother, and being interrupted from the conversation by my children bickering over who was holding the Wii Controller.  Next came me attempting to continue the conversation with my own mom while managing the dispute.  I got very upset at my daughter rolling her eyes, yelling back at me and stomping around throwing things.  I heard her almost break a bowl.  I knew I needed to address what was happening here at home.  I let my mom go.  I made Annika come sit with me on my bed.  I knew that the root of whatever was bothering her was not really about the dispute over the Controller.


It took a long time of trying different "ways in" to get into her thoughts and get her to open up and start sharing.  I think some parents give up easily.  But because I have always had a very deep and close relationship with Annika, I HAD to find a way in.  I HAD to.  I cannot stand to feel separated from her and I know it hurts her too.  Annika is like my little soul mate.  Anyway, we finally did get to that heart to heart connecting.  It scared me because it took so long that I thought we would never get there!  I was really worried.  When I feel worried like that I often ask Archangel Michael to open the path and help me.  So far, every time I have called, he has answered.  That's a pretty good relationship too.


As for what was really eating my little angel...it wasn't as bad as I thought.  She just wants people to acknowledge her for her maturity and not try and keep her "out" of stuff that she is actually capable of "handling".  It's a delicate thing (and I explained this to her)...adults DO need to protect young innocent kids from worrying.  We do that by analyzing whether the problem can be resolved without them knowing the full depth of it, so as to avoid unnecessary stress.  I helped her to understand that some people are better at managing stressful situations then others and that is ok.  I also showed her how adult maturity and teen maturity are still WAY different things.  For example, as adults who have repeatedly experienced and lived through things, we can see that something will work out ok, whereas a child or teen may be so overwhelmed by something they cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel.  Parents protect their kids from having too many things to worry about.


I sort of felt bad at saying that to her because the truth is, I don't feel I have been doing a very good job at protecting her from that.


My friend Lori recently told me, "we are only human"...and she said this to me after I confessed not being the best example as a mom and yelling and hollering at the other grown up in the house.  It helped me to have been forgiven so quickly by someone else.  To have her hear about my ugliness and just tell me, "it's ok...you can do better and you will do better.  Forgive yourself". 


There it is folks- forgive yourself.  Love yourself.  We do it for others all the time, don't we?  So why would it be hard to do it to ourselves and for ourselves?


I guess the only answer is that it shouldn't be.


Moving forward with our day was very fluid after the talk she and I had.  We were feeling separated from each other over some problems that were happening in both of our lives.  But after we talked a while, that distance grew closer and we saw our sameness and our differentness but we felt closer regardless.


So the saga may continue, because life is full of diversions and intrigues.  But don't forget about the eclipses which cause the lines to be blurred and emotions to run high.  Breathe deeply and persevere, like we are doing!


~Namaste


Lilac